Apr 11, 2004
Frustations in Life

I guess everyone has their own frustrations in life right? well, I have to burst this frustration >_>; It need to blow XD har. har

Anyway, Im not the type of person/girl who shows emotion or something to the public. Well, I react to those, but please, I just keep it inside and only I knows all of it. NOT even one knows it. Well, except if I trust you well, you knew them. And I'm not the type of person who is ugh... easy to trust. Well, I trust everybody. Except that I rank them in many levels. Well, I dont say I DONT TRUST YOU ALL THE WAY but >_> somehow, I learned and realized something when I was still elementary and it is still my concept. Nothing last forever. So for me, its so pathetic to tell your deepest secret then it will just *p00f* all of a sudden. Har har. Im so angst ~_~; Anyway, enough of this.

My frustrations in life are like so babaw. Amp ~_~
And I can't do anything about it. Why saying it to you? Wala lang. Trip ko eh. So what? -_-

1. Why dont I have any older sister? = maybe having an older sister would help me through times right?

2. Why do I live like this?

3. Baket... baket .___. baket ganun? T__T peste (see. even in blogs, I tend to hide something)
     .....im so pathetic. Maybe my thoughts are right. I SHOULD'NT blog anymore. Total, I always hide something and stuff ._. All I put is some insane and crazy thoughts of mine. It is soooooo seldom to see me writing this way. And most of all, it is in my secret blog. For pete's sake. Im tired of me =|

4. Why can't I see her again? >_< (her refers to my long lost bestfriend. sheesh. If she was here, Im sure she knows all my secret and I can trust her all the way ;_;)

5. And why am I like this? >_> I have a duo personality. One is so jolly, happy-go-lucky and stuff while the other is full of angst, vengance and stuff >_>; ang labo ko talaga -___-

...well, I'll post here again to ugh o_O; rant and stuff. This is the blog where ugh I post something personal and stuff.

Last of all, thank you to my friends :D
Thank you Mommeh, Daddeh, Mah Labs (Ana), Aunt (`te Kat) ~__~ I heart you all :D
.......yu-san... I owe it all to you. My personality and everything... You built and changed me. You really do ._.

Me dedicate this song to all of you :



W-INDS. - THANK YOU
        Thank you for always being there for me
        I can get strong from my heart
        so I want to grow up with you whom I want to be by my side forever

 
        10 years later or even after 20 years, isn't it good if we can keep it like this
       Suddenly I remember myself regretting, becoming timid and weak
       The thing that I've been looking for all this time  is here this close 
        Because I'm with you,  we might have been going a long way around

        Thank you for staying by my side
        Let's search for things about us (you and me)
        in the familiar season 
        I arrange special words
        Thank you for staying by my side
       The new world I've never seen   
        let's dye it with our own only colour
        From now on also together forever  Love to love

        "Happiness" must be about this simple,  it's so simple    
        that I don't notice it even it's in the very front of my own eyes,  it's just like the air
        The sweet old melody you hummed
        It is reminding me of the warmth when I was an infant

        Thank you for staying by my side
       The overflowing things about us 
        filling my pocket
        Let's set out to the journey of dream

naks~ ang drama ko. Amp XP

Ja~ matta ne *glomp mommeh* wala lang ~_~


Posted at 02:07 am by valenti
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Apr 6, 2004
A Crap

blah. so much for this layouting/blogging/whatever.

All crap. Damn tabulas and damn this ad =_= makes my layout sucks. BIG TIME. `tever

btw, I have the comple PV's of W-INDS thus i love Keita. No more words.  And no more explanation.

And thus. This blog is kinda creeping me out -_- due to damn ad. really. without that, this would be great. And my pc. starting to freak me off. Damn >_<

Ja.

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This half-chinese insane girl is living her 16 years here on what we call Earth and surviving for her life to live at its fullest. This girl like anime, jpop and kpop so much. Not to mention W-INDS, Keita and BoA. Except for some jologs/lame opms at the Philippines. Currently a college-to-be student and hoping to go at De Lasalle University to persue her studies and for some personal reasons but there is a tendency that this girl will just fall and be thrown somewhere on somewhat university. This insane girl is kinda wierd in terms of many case... You can sneak to her two sanctuary. The Here and at livejournal

Fan Girl Mode : Tezuka Kunimitsu (PoT); Riou (S2//PS); Jowy (S2//PS); Luc (S1/S2/S3//PS2); Athrun Zala (Gundam Seed); <*biggest crush ever*> Keita Tachibana (W-INDS); Suikoden I, II and III bishounen stars of destiny; and many to mention; mostly anime
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